Too Much.

Hey guys, I know its been a while, but I’m back! And this time you can believe me! A lot has happened while I’ve been gone. Too much to explain. More of it bad than good. In the end though, I’m the idiot who screwed it all up. I’ve damaged, and possibly even destroyed relationships with friends. I’ve also damaged relationships with family, and I feel a lapse in my relationship with GOD. It’s all to much to explain, so I’ll just get to the song. The song this week is called “Cinder and Smoke” I hope you like it.

Losing myself just to find a place in your mind,
Forced to be free, I know I would die, just to know if I was ever really alive.
Searching for the end, just so I can start,
Learning to build, so I can tear it apart.

I taste cinder and smoke while I drown in the waves
Confused by the way water’s mixing with flames.

You fell asleep in June and woke up in December,
When you saw your reflection in drowning embers.
Forget about me to make room to remember
seeing yourself through drowning embers.

Fresh air burns your throat, your eyes and skin.
You’re a product of a world fuled by bullets, war, and sin.
Vaccinated by death, shot into a vein
A broken down life, Hell is jealous of the rain.

So much for the light show,
So much for a fire fight.
I dont believe in afterglows
But I can hear them late at night.

I can’t make you believe in things
I don’t believe myself.
If we’d never heard how great heaven is,
We’d all be fine with Hell.

I taste cinder and smoke while I drown in the waves
Confused by the way water’s mixing with flames.                                

You fell asleep in June and woke up in December,
When you saw your reflection in drowning embers.
Forget about me to make room to remember
seeing yourself through drowning embers.

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